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A Mourning Bride

 

Once there was a Princess of Nevertheland
She has  possessed all the diamonds & glory
She  had what she had & those were only her.

Suddenly she grown up, holding the fingers of her  father
Once he announced of her  marriage.
She  was excited & nervous at the same time .
She was awaiting along with the Royal reception to wellcome the Prince .
But she got the news that the berge of destiny is  sunk
She  waited along with her  Bridal gown & the dreams
she kept herself in a room where there were no doors but only a window.
She used to see the outside of the room  in a mirror
where
every knight passed by the window & curious to see
She was all alone in a forsaken dynasty
She is  waiting
Waiting
Waiting all alone
Now She is  no more but her room has got a name
This is the end up story of a Mourning Bride again..................

Bakingham Palace

A Trick .... LIVE or LEAVE ?

 

Yesterday's Story:

"The Prince and Princess of Wales were married on July 29, 1981 as watched by millions around the world. Here they are seen on the balcony of Buckingham Palace on their wedding day.

'Being a princess in twentieth-century Britain has become a very suitable job for a woman' Today Prince Charles and Lady Diana Spencer are married. The day is theirs, and because it is theirs it belongs to the nation too. A princely marriage is the brilliant edition of a universal fact, and, as such, it rivets mankind. When the couple fluff their lines, the universal fact becomes instantly and poignantly human"

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Today's biggest news is 

"Much of the world will grind to a noisy, flag-waving halt today as Britain's Prince William, second-in-line to the throne, marries his college sweetheart Kate Middleton at Westminster Abbey. William announced his engagement to Middleton in November after proposing secretly in a rustic cabin in Kenya. The couple will be married in front of nearly 2,000 guests. Now that's a dream wedding to remember for. What do you think how would you want your dream wedding to be?"

 

If someone is silent that doesn't mean she/he has no words, it means words r tired enough to spread its wings. somewhere it got its nick name "_____".....where Loneliness is not ready for an auction or not to be with a frdly companion ..... its the way towards an ethereal identity .....Its not any monotonous journey rather its a cultivation within the soul.......If someone is silent that doesn't mean he has no words, it means words are powerful enough to converse silently & to spread its wings... somewhere it got its nick name....be silent & feel the real voice ,sitting like a hermit in a dense forest ....Ssshhhhhh!!!!!!!!.... why we should possess others? do we deserve this or that? We should scream to the highest in the midst of a solitary valley  or can quench our thirst by crying sitting beside the bank of a mountain river.   Its not a promiscuous manuscript as someone is made for u as the way you think , or you can get whatever you want.. Its not an utopia to cherish & nurture your ocean of emotions. Emotions loose their motion when it cant get the shadow tree, those wanted to be a creeper. Who cut the creeper from the root? Its not a wonderland & as well as its not a hellish land . Is it a gorgeous monotony where two people r united by an oath & departed by thousands of complications . One fine morning Bakinghum palace  welcomed Princess Diana & today Kate. These pomp & glory, these mysterious ring exchange ceremony, these vow taking auspicious occasions may be remained as the shine of a 'Kahinur' diamond . Life's most unwanted stranger is the NOTE of Departure. Here departure means not the physical distance but the mental distance , where everything is fit & fine, one calls other to bid good morning & good night with a fake kiss just to enliven the old & torn  effaced waves between the two souls. From the childhood a boy dreams for a princess & girl dreams for her Prince. But Destiny never utters "AMEN" .

From the childhood each child dreams for a Royal implementation. Some royal ,chivalrous mysteries.  Sometimes I used to capture my videos & after capturing I talk with those videoes, Sometimes I capture my photo to see me different from this public self  , sometimes I use to stand in front f a mirror to find my split ed selves, Sometimes I sit in the moist bathroom for a  long long hours to see the stains of water on the walls & to hear the noise of each drop of water, Sometime i drag my right leg's slipper & keep the other leg pause to feel that I AM NOT ALONE in this VAST UNIVERSE. I am simple but unwilling to Tame. Someone is walking with me, keeping its hand on my shoulder or touches my lips when I need warmth, it has no GENDER.. its hermaphrodite who can  hold my hand to stop me when i become fanatic, who can love me unconditionally , who can teach me , who can tame me, who can rule my heart .Someone who enormously supports me,   SOMEONE WHO IS DESERVES TO BE MY SOMEONE in my Will & WOE, in My Cold & Cough, In MY Victory or Defeat, in my Sublimity & Craziness , in my  Bed room &  Terrace , In my TRANQUIL EYELASHES ..... 

       

I wanted only a scoop of life but i have lost in in front of my opened eye-lids.... in the midst of long exhale & short inhale.....

                   I don't want a Trick ...i don't want to leave.... I just want to live & let live